Rainbow

I love you, I know I can’t deny

I miss you, yet I can’t tell you why

I care for you, yet I have to keep silent

I want to talk to you, yet I am scared every moment

 

I miss the one who once ‘loved’ me

I miss the smile I saw at the beginning

I miss the whispering of sweet nothing

I miss the voice saying he ‘loves’ me

 

Where are you who once ‘loved’ me?

Why are you always hiding from me?

I hope you will soon be back

Before it becomes really late….

(an unsent email written quite some time back)

looking out of my window when it is raining

can be so refreshing and soothing…

gazing at the pool, then the rain drops

that drip pass me from the top

can bring joy to my troubled soul

from my head to toes

yes, it’s raining now again before I go to my cosy bed

goodnight and sweet dreams babe… zzzzzzz

Letting go of things we hold so dear
is a sign of love for someone dear;
for love "is not self-seeking",
but seeking the happiness of another being.

When we give up what’s our right
to someone we love so much,
We actually get back more
then what we thought was lost.

- Bee

What is love?

Love is patient,
love is kind.

It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but

rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.

- 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7

Some people can’t keep promise.
Some people just say without doing it,
Giving excuses for not keeping that promise,
Or just plainly admit they can’t fulfill it.

"Never" is a promise.
"Forever" is a promise.
I believe you can keep it.
I believe you love in deeds.

- bee