Rainbow

My life "a mist", this I already know.
Will I see tomorrow? That I don’t know.
If the Lord’s will, there is one place I will go.
Although it is cold, I like to touch the snow.
- Bee

As I look into my heart,
I saw a number of things:
People I love so much
And all my heart’s longings.

Where is my dear Lord?
Are You even here?
He is by the wall
Waiting for me to come near.

I am sorry my dear Lord,
Now take all my heart.
Take all I have got
Let me have a new start.

- Your child Bee

Thank You Lord,
for those time spent here
for Your words so dear
for Your presence so near

Thank You Lord,
for Tommy my best friend
for being heaven-sent
for lending me his hands

Thank You Lord,
for making things beautiful
for making life wonderful
for making us grateful

Amen

Dear Lord,

Let me be silent
unless my words
can encourage, comfort, or heal.

Let me be silent
unless my listener
can understand, and knows my fear.

Let me be silent
unless it is You
I bare my soul, heart and tear.

Amen, Bee

Dear Lord,

When I cannot see,
that’s the moment I really see.
When I cannot understand,
that’s when I need to hold Your hand.
Grant me Your spiritual eyes
to see what You have for my life.
In Jesus name I pray always.

Amen, Bee

I looked for love,
in the one who gave me birth;
yet I find it not at all.

I looked for love,
in the one who cared for me,
yet she left without a word.

I looked for love,
in the one who worked so hard;
yet I have never got a hug.

I looked for love,
in the one who taught me to read;
yet I couldn’t find what I sought.

I looked for love,
in no one anymore;
yet He looked for me paitently.

I looked for love.
in the One I couldn’t see; 
and He loved me tenderly.

- Bee

As I lift my hands up in the air,
Letting the wind blows against my hair.
Then I lift my head and close my eyes,
Feeling God’s love that never dies.

As I run along the lonely beach,
Knowing that God is the one I need.
Then I feel tears flowing down my cheek,
Letting them wash away my pains indeed.

- Bee

My Dearest Friend

It’s unreal
like the glow on an angel’s wings
mere words can’t explain
how life can begin again
renewing itself
than stop being frozen in time
as I’ve known someone who listen
with a heart that cares

It’s beautiful
like the bright sunshine after a long weary night
mere words can’t describe
how hope can be alive once more
restarting itself
than gone altogether like the mist
as I’ve known someone that affirm
with a hand that lift and elevates

It’s wonderful
like you just know and sure what to do
mere words can’t express
how giving can means so much
removing self itself
than taking, wanting or having
as I’ve known someone will be happy
with sweet smiles lasting through the days

It’s amazing
like the call of the birds in the morning dew
mere words can’t convey
how special and dear a person can be
than anyone i have ever met
as i’ve known someone i can know better
with true sincerity, love, concern and care

- Tommy